December 21, 2010

Dear World,

I'm a little scared at how big you've seemed recently. I'm a little terrified at the thought that I'm about to be thrown out into you oh so very quickly and I'm not quite sure if I'm ready or not. World, I hope you understand that even though I've been waiting for this time of my life for quite a while, now that it's here, I'm second guessing myself. Because honestly, I've loved where I've been, I love where I'm at, and I love the moment I'm living in...so jumping headfirst into a new phase in life is completely daunting.

 Don't worry though, I'm going to jump. I'm going to take this chance. I've given up too much to turn back now, I've wanted this for too long to let last minute fears rule the day. I'm going to try and be brave, okay? If you could help me out a little by going easy on me that would be great. But if not, I understand, going easy on me probably won't build courage or character as much as a hard time would. So I guess I'll just wait and see how it all turns out.

That's all for now, World.

Sincerely, Me